Date: Wed, 20 Jan 1999 07:47:53 +0000 (GMT)
From: Amazon Paralegal Services <email@example.com>
Subject: SATANIC AND MICROWAVE TORTURE OF A CHRISTIAN
My name is Tannie Lee Braziel.
From 1990 to the present, I have been tortured and abused, including
sexually, with microwave and other technology by men who claim to be working for the Los Angeles Police Department.
I am 53 years of age and have worked as a Legal Secretary and Paralegal since 1968.
I am a graduate of the University of California at Los Angeles (1975, B.A. English). My personal E-mail address is firstname.lastname@example.org.
I encourage visits to my Internet website, "Amazon Web World", at http://www.amazonco.com, where I have provided facts and techniques of the suffering of myself and other victims of microwave and electronic torture. Please read, specifically, its features entitled, "Mind Control Around The World", "Mind Control Forum" and "Los Angeles County Commission For Women", which present true information and factual accounts of mind control and satanic ritual abuse of adults and children.
I am a member of the Southside Church Of Christ, 1655 West Manchester, Los Angeles, CA, where the minister is one of my cousins.
I have owned and operated Amazon Paralegal Services (email@example.com) since 1986. My office is located at 1680 North Vine Street, Suite 214, Hollywood, CA 90028; Voice: (323) 463-3954; Fax: (323) 463-1481; Voice Mail/Pager: (213) 212-7646; Cellular: (213) 407-6488.
I am a former member of the Hollywood Chamber of Commerce, Hollywood, CA, and of its Legislative Action Committee. I am also a member of the Literary Arts Committee of Barnsdall Art Park (City of Los Angeles), Hollywood, CA.
Please note that:
1. On May 9, 1997, the television show, "Strange Universe" (818-072-9816; http://www.strangeuniverse.com) included a segment entitled "Government Mind Control". Among those interviewed were Alex Constantine of Los Angeles, CA (213) 874-0441), an author of books and articles about mind control; and Ted Gunderson of Santa Monica, CA (310-364-2280), a retired District Director of the Los Angeles F.B.I. Office and an author of books about conspiracies.
2. On March 16, 1997, radio station CKLN 88.1 FM in Toronto, Ontario, Canda (416-595-5068) began an 8-month series on government mind control in the U.S. and Canada, featuring experts and victims.
3. Scheduled for May 28, 1997 was CNN News segment on mind control during its "American Edge" show. The producer of the segment was Brad Abramson at Turner Broadcasting's Atlanta, GA headquarters (404-827-1089).
4. In February and March, 1997, the California Sun in Ojai, CA printed a 2-part article entitled "Mind Control" by reporter Herb Dorsey.
5. In January, 1997, former Senator John Glenn introduced a bill (S-193) entitled "Human Subject Research Protection Act of 1997". There was also a bill pending before the U.S. House of Representatives to provide remedies to U.S. citizens for human experimentation. The status of these bills is still unresolved.
6. Ted Gunderson, retired District Director of the Los Angeles F.B.I. Office, acts as a referral for the many victims of mind control who contact him. Mr. Gunderson hosts a daily radio show by satellite (WWCR 12.160, 9:00 A.M. -- shortwave) through the American Freedom Network. He is an activist against mind control and other conspiracies. He also receives many on-air telephone calls and features guest experts frequently.
7. There are books available about mind control from Flatland Books, San Francisco, CA (707-964-8326), from Deep Rivers, Santa Monica, CA (310-451-1224), and from other bookstores.
On March 3, 1996, I sent a letter to the Federal Communications Commission which follows the end of this letter, and discusses the "voices" and other technological harassments that persons unknown to me have employed to abuse me for years.
Finally, in December, 1996, I received a response from the Federal Communications Commission indicating that it does not handle the type of complaint which I presented.
Included among those to whom I sent copies of my letter in March are the U.S. Justice Department, The Federal Bureau of Investigation and the Los Angeles Police Commission. I never received a response from any of them.
I also sent a copy to the National Organization of Women; and its then president, Tammy Bruce, invited me to speak on this subject on her radio show on KFI in Los Angeles, California.
On April 13, 1996, I did in fact appear on her show, identifying myself and my business name and location. As a result, several listeners telephoned my office and provided me with facts indicating that either (1) I am an "involuntary experimentee" of a government-created operation known as "H.A.A.R.P." (High-Frequency Atmospheric Auroral Research Project) which is supposedly based in Alaska and can be used as an electronic mind-control device against American citizens; (2) I am a target of some other U.S. government mind control project; or (3) I am the target of a vicious covert electronic mind control and physical abuse attack by another public entity or entities, by a private entity or entities, or by private persons.
I have gathered much information, in print and from WWW websites, about experimental and covert electronic mind control abuse and harassment of citizens by government and other public entities, by private entities and by private parties in the United States, Canada, Britain, Sweden and other countries; including mind control related ritual sex abuse of children and adults and other demonic activity (see case of People v. Ball, Sonoma, CA, Santa Rosa Courthouse, Case No. 14750-C, previous Case No. 14668-C; Defendants Daryl Ball, Sr. and Charlotte Thrailkill who were accused of 34 counts of child sexual abuse; Judge Raymond Giordano; from The Press Democrat, September 21, 1988); and about mind control projects such as "H.A.A.R.P.", "MKULTRA", "ARTICHOKE" and "PANDORA" which have been used by the Central Intelligence Agency against the people of the United States since post-World War II.
There are published testimonies of other survivors of electronic mind control in Whistle Blowers, edited and compiled by Elizabeth Russell-Manning, with Cheryl Welsh (Flatland Books, Code No. WHBL); and there are other books written by survivors, including Such Things Are Known, by Dorothy Burdick, first published in 1982 by Vantage Press, New York, NY. There are also many survivors and their stories listed on the "Mind Control Forum" website (http://www.mk.net/~mcf).
The history of mind control can be traced, in part, to Nikola Tesla, a scientist who began his career work just prior to 1900, and who played an early and important role in mind control. He pioneered alternating current, created fluorescent light and the arc lamp, invented the radio and developed the logic circuits used in modern computers. Over 700 patents were registered in his name and he was a distinctive shaper of current technological achievements.
The efforts of his later years included wireless transmission of power, thought recorders, and death rays.
Tesla's main career pursuit was the wireless transmission of energy. He solved the problem that transmission of power through air over long distances would result in a significant loss of energy. Instead of sending energy using air as a medium, he sent energy through the ground, because he found that the ground, if charged highly enough, could become the conductor itself; and the whole earth could be transformed into an electric transmitter.
Some of Tesla's inventions had military applications, among which was automaton technology he used to produce remote-controlled boats and submarines. He hoped for a contract with the U.S. military, but the government refused his offers.
Then, Tesla invented the death ray, a particle accelerator and outgrowth of his magnifying transformer. The death ray focused its energy output into a thin beam so concentrated that it would not scatter, even over great distances.
On the night of June 30, 1908, Tesla tested the death ray while Robert Peary was making his second attempt to reach the North Pole. Tesla notified Peary's expedition that he would contact them, and that they should report to him anything unusual they might witness.
Tesla aimed his death ray across the Atlantic toward the arctic, to a spot which he calculated was west of Peary's expedition.
On June 30, 1908, a massive explosion devastated Tunguska, a remote area of Siberia, destroying 500,000 acres instantly. Audible from 620 miles away, it was the most powerful explosion in human history. Scientists believe it was caused by a meteorite or comet fragment, although no such objects were found. However, it seems obvious that Tesla's death ray had overshot its intended target at the North Pole and destroyed Tunguska.
In 1943, Tesla died in New York City at age 87. The U.S. government, through the Federal Bureau of Investigation, ordered the Office of Alien Property to seize all of Tesla's papers and possessions, although he had been an American citizen since 1891.
Reportedly, in 1957, the Russians were performing Tesla-like technology experiments using microwaves aimed at various U.S. government facilities and personnel; and the Pentagon retaliated with top-secret Tesla-based projects of its own, the most famous of which is the "H.A.A.R.P." Project.
Many scientific researchers believe that "H.A.A.R.P." is a communications and surveillance network and a mass mind-control device.
Mind-control operations utilize "directed-energy technology" described as "non-lethal defense" which targets and attacks human beings with microwave energy for experimentation -- or elimination -- purposes, and includes the capabilities of sending sound analogs ("voices") and mental images, and of reading a person's thoughts through brainwave translation.
The "voices" were conceived in a lightning bolt. In 1956, two geophysicists, Holzer and Deal, noticed that naturally-occurring electromagnetic (EM) signals in the auditory range were tossed off by thunderstorms. With little variation, most of the EM bursts were metered at 25 to 130 cycles per second, with a very low attenuation rate. Therefore, lightning discharges could be picked up anywhere in the world as "magnetic noise" on the ELF radio dial.
Not only does the U.S. government have this technological capability, but private industry does also.
On November 16 and 17, 1993, the Los Alamos National Laboratory (http://www.lanl.gov), located in Los Alamos, New Mexico, sponsored a secret conference on non-lethal defense at the Columbia Inn in Columbia, Maryland. Invited guests and speakers were, among others, U.S. Attorney General Janet Reno, "brass" members of the U.S. military branches, and private industry researchers, who discussed various aspects of "directed-energy technology" including "voice synthesis."
Los Alamos National Laboratory is operated by the University of California for the U.S. Department of Energy. It also provides access for other federal agencies to highly specialized or unique facilities, services or technical expertise. The majority of such work is for the U.S. Army, Navy, Air Force and Marines.
Some of the activities of Los Alamos National Laboratory are new technology system assessments, nuclear weapon development, high-energy-density science and applications, atmospheric and near-space environment technology, global change and climate dynamics, bio-science, applications of defense technology to the bio-mechanical modeling of the human body, techniques for non-invasive functional imaging of the human brain, including neuroscience, low-temperature physics, computer science, electrical engineering and state-of-the-art signal processing.
A private industrial firm known as ASM Labs of Marionville, Missouri manufactures a product which it calls the "Mongoose fiber-optic cable system" in which analog audio signals travel as light and, the company claims, are immune from interference.
Further, my research materials indicate that, along with government and private industry, the Los Angeles Police Department -- specifically, its "Special Intelligence Section" also has this technology; and that that department "has an established history of civil and human rights abuses under conspiratorial circumstances."
On August 13, 1991, the Napa Sentinel, of Napa, California, published an article by Harry V. Martin and David Caul which stated that:
"California has been in the forefront of mind-control experimentation. Government experiments also were conducted in the Haight-Ashbury District in San Francisco at the height of the Hippy reign.
"In 1974, Senator Sam Erwin -- of Watergate fame -- headed a U.S. Senate Subcommittee on Constitutional Rights studying the subject of 'individual rights and the Federal role in behavior modification.' Though little publicity was given to this committee's investigation, Senator Erwin issued a strong condemnation of the federal role in mind control. That condemnation, however, did not halt mind control experiments -- they just received more circuitous funding.
"The Department of Health, Education and Welfare and the U.S. Army have admitted mind control experiments. Many deaths have occurred.
"In tracing the steps of government mind control experiments, the trail leads to legal and illegal usages, usage for covert intelligence operations, and experiments on innocent people who were unaware that they were being used."
On November 8, 1991, the Napa Sentinel published another article by Harry V. Martin and David Caul which stated:
"Thirty years ago, Allen Frey [a biophysicist at General Electric's Advanced Electronics Center, Cornell University and a contractor for the Office of Naval Research] discovered that microwaves of 300 to 3,000 megahertz could be 'heard' by people, even if they were deaf, if pulsed at a certain rate. Appearing to be originating just in back of the head, the sound boomed, clicked hissed or buzzed, depending upon the frequency. Later research has shown that the perception takes place just in front of the ears.
"Walter Reed Army Institute of Research [under the code name "Project PANDORA"] refined the technique so that the microwaves could transmit understandable spoken words. In fact, one of its researchers, Dr. Joseph C. Sharp, was himself the subject of an experiment in which pulsed microwave audiograms, or the microwave analog of the sound vibration of spoken words, were delivered to his brain in such a way that he was able to understand the words that were spoken.
"Military and undercover uses of such a device might include driving a subject crazy with inner voices in order to discredit him, or conveying undetectable instructions to a programmed assassin."
I have learned two important facts from my research data:
1. In 1953, the United States signed the "Nuremberg Code" and pledged with the international community of nations to respect human rights and to prohibit experimentations on captive populations without full and free consent. That same year, the Central Intelligence Agency began its mind-control projects, and, with the U.S. Navy and U.S. Army, targeted specific groups of people for experimentation who were not able to resist -- prisoners, mental patients, foreigners, ethnic minorities, sex deviants, the terminally ill, children and U.S. military personnel and prisoners of war, thus violating the Nuremberg Code.
2. Pursuant to U.S. Executive Order No. 12333, dated December 4, 1981, the national Department of Defense is legislatively prohibited from conducting psychological experiments against U.S. citizens.
The mysterious spontaneous combustion of humans, which we've heard about, may be the result of increased body temperature during microwave experimentation.
My life is a struggle both day and night. The men who are participating in this activity against me, and who claim to be Los Angeles police officers, assault every part of my body with their voices constantly, especially with sexual assault to my private parts. In public restrooms, they even bounce their voices off other women's bodies if I am not in motion.
They use a variety of voices which are high-pitched, low-pitched, sing-song, teeth-clinching, grunting or moaning; or they engage in shrieking, howling, whispering, yelping, whooping, screaming, gulping, smacking, warbling and yodeling, or use voices that are rapid or jerky, or that make spitting, growling or barking sounds with speech; or that sound like the demon who possessed Linda Blair's character in the film, "The Exorcist".
When I touch any part of my body, or an object touches any part of it, or as my clothing moves against it, these men attach to the movement the amplified sounds of their voices, or they employ licking, stroking, vibrating, trembling, grabbing, pushing, rubbing or rustling sensations; or a poking sensation, similar to the touch of a finger or the tip of a tongue; or a pressing sensation, as with a hand. Almost always, they attach the sounds of their voices to any movement that I make, or to any object that I touch, pick up or put down, or handle. Further, they usually "voice-over" my television or radio programs to be sure that I can hear only them.
Often, some part of my body will become very warm, as though a heat lamp is being shined on that part of it.
Occasionally, I feel a blast of energy against the left or the right side of my head, which I believe to be a blast of microwave energy, in that I can feel warm air move against my head in waves, I can hear a loud "wind" sound, and I become extremely dizzy and nauseous.
When I visit a restroom, and when I shower or dress, they assault my private parts with their voices so intensely, especially between my legs, that I am forced to actually wrestle against the sounds.
When I am in church, the voices speak blasphemies to me during the service. When I visit the restroom, the sexual assault continues, so that these men are not only invading my privacy, but the privacy of the other church women in the restroom as well. They say, "It doesn't matter. They're just niggers!"
Many women in Los Angeles are unaware that while they were at Ballys Health Spa in Hollywood, California, or while they were in a public restroom somewhere, they were spied on, listened to and their bodies were criticized as they were naked and engaged in intimate feminine activity -- because I was there. It is obvious, of course, that it probably occurs when I'm not there -- and probably occurs everywhere, all the time.
These men tell me that they "own" me and my body, and everything I have; that they have taken away all of my rights and my relationshp with Jesus Christ; and that they have sold subscriptions to millions of men who also participate in seeing and hearing me, and bouncing their voices against my body parts.
They tell me, "We just want to keep f---ing you 'til Jesus comes back." "We just want to be f---ing you and eating your body at the same time." "They told us you'd have sex with anything." "We demand that you have sex with anything on the street." "We've made you into a whore, and it doesn't matter what we do to you." "We're using you as a 'scapegoat' for our sins." "We want you to think we've sold you into slavery." "We just see you as someone we can do anything to." "We want you to do what we tell you to do." "We just want to keep rapin' you, with nothin' you can do about it." "We want you to think the Lord's rapin' you." "We don't want you to have nothin'." "You're not a woman, anyway, you ugly bitch." "We don't want you goin' to the bathroom unless we tell you." "We wouldn't do this to an animal -- but you're lower than an animal, you damn dog." "We've never had so much trouble getting rid of a nigger."
"Think you're a teenager and we have custody of you." "Think you're adopted and we're your guardians."
"We want children and babies sucked and f---ed on." "We've eaten children."
"Your mother was a prostitute!" "Be what we say you are! You're a prostitute!"
"Think everything we do to you is a pleasure, and you owe us a lot of money for what we're doin' to you."
"They told us some Christian would die for our sins." "They told us we could just tell somebody to give up their life, and they'd do it."
"You were the guinea pig for what we could do to other women. We've raped so many other women using sound devices...." "We want you to think it's legal." "We're men, and part of your 'punishment' is to be naked in front of millions of men." "You have no idea how much money is involved. I'm an agent for the government and we make up our deficit selling pictures of you, you ugly bitch."
When I pray or read the Bible, they scream blasphemies so loudly, I can hardly maintain my concentration. "We don't want nobody we're f---in' servin' God!" "We want Satan worshipped!" "Your God isn't welcome around here!" "We were told we could just stop a nigger from reading the Bible!" "God has given us his throne and made us God!" "We own the Church of Christ!"
On one occasion, these men used their voices to simulate a sexual experience for themselves. It began with low, lulling, breathy words, increasing in volume to a crescendo point which terminated with their yelps of apparent satisfaction.
The signals which transmit these "voices" to me might be hidden from normal detection.
The frequency at which the signals are sent might be changed from time to time to avoid detection.
The signals might be transmitted in gigahertz instead of megahertz.
Finally, the signals might not be transmitted through the air, but through the ground.
Date: Sun, 3 Mar 1996
From: Amazon Paralegal Services
Reply to: firstname.lastname@example.org
Subject: Invasion Of Privacy Transmissions
My name is Tannie Lee Braziel. I am a 50-year-old black female. My street address is 1680 North Vine Street, Suite 214, Hollywood, California 90028. My telephone number is (213) 465-1255. My fax number is (213) 465-0937. My Internet domain name is "amazonco.com".
I am self-employed at the above address as Amazon Paralegal Services and Amazon Publishing Enterprises, which I have owned and operated since 1986. I have worked in the legal profession as a legal secretary and paralegal since 1968. I am an alumnus of U.C.L.A. (1975) with a bachelor's degree in English.
For approximately the last five (5) years, since 1991, I have been stalked and terrorized electronically, and my civil rights have been violated, by people who broadcast verbal transmissions to me wherever I go, in and out of doors (hereafter referred to as "the voices").
The voices are male and belong to men who see and hear me -- and speak to me -- through the air. They also speak to me through motorized devices, my television, the rustling of my clothing against my body, the sounds of food in my mouth when I eat, running water, any papers I pick up and handle, any door which I or anyone near me closes or slams, and virtually any sound which is made anywhere on me or near me.
Some of the voices belong to white men and some belong to black men. They plague and torture me with constant insults to my person and my race. They blaspheme God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. They insult my church, my deceased mother and the rest of my family.
The voices demand that I close down my business. They threaten me with violence to me and my family if I don't do so, or if I expose what they are doing to me.
Furthermore, anyone who is physically near me is subjected to an invasion of their privacy by the same people, which includes the women's locker room of Bally's Holiday Spa in Hollywood, California which I visit daily, and where I have met entertainment personalities, a Los Angeles County deputy district attorney, and a Los Angeles City policewoman.
An even more horrific aspect of these men's intrusion into my life is that, somehow, they can read my mind. They actually speak my thoughts with me as I think them, regardless of the brevity of the thought. They tell me that I "send signals" which they are able to translate into speech and hear.
I believe that these men are using the airwaves by some type of satellite tracking and/or scanning activity which enables them to stalk me and communicate with me constantly. I believe they may be reading my mind through some type of computerized "brainwave-to-speech" translation activity, similar to the "text-to-speech" device and software which I have installed on my own computer.
Sometimes, the voices tell me that they're the police, that they're giving me "police protection" and that they are communicating with me to "keep in contact" with me. Sometimes they claim to be "God".
In California, Penal Code Section 646.9(a) provides that "[a]ny person who willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly follows or harasses another person and who makes a credible threat with the intent to place that person in reasonable fear of his or her safety, or the safety of his or her immediate family, is guilty of the crime of stalking ...."
California Penal Code Section 422 describes terrorist threat as "[a]ny person who willfully threatens to commit a crime which will result in death or great bodily injury to another person, with the specific intent that the statement is to be taken as a threat, even if there is no intent of actually carrying it out ...."
California Penal Code Section 422.6 prohibits any person, whether or not acting under color of law, from using force or threat of force to willfully injure, intimidate, interfere with, oppress or threaten any other person's free exercise or enjoyment of any right or privilege secured by state or U.S. constitutional laws.
My constitutional rights are being violated constantly by these men, including my right to personal privacy. I am dehumanized and degraded constantly by such common acts as bathing or using the toilet.
I have sustained substantial losses of personal property as a result of the mental and emotional abuse which these men have inflicted upon me during the last five years. The day of my mother's funeral on August 27, 1993 will always include the horror of these men's insults of her before she was even laid in her grave. They have vilified her memory on a constant basis ever since then, and even claim that they have eaten her body.
In light of the recent revelations about Mark Furhrman, a Los Angeles Police Department detective who was involved in the O.J. Simpson case, and his extreme hatred for black people, it has occurred to me that the men who torment me may be policemen who share his opinions.
The voices have told me that "Voorhees" and "Kruger" are names of authority figures involved in the stalking activity against me. Perhaps "Voorhees" and "Kruger" are policemen.
Therefore, I am concerned not only for myself and my family, but for other black people who might be enduring similar experiences, but who are unable or unwilling to seek help. Further, I am concerned that some people may have been injured or killed while trying to avoid or eliminate such electronic intrusions into their lives.
Recently, I heard a female caller on a radio show complain of "noises" which she could hear in her home, and which she thought sounded like "voices."
On October 9, 1995, I watched a television program on UHF Channel 40 ("This Week In Bible Prophecy") which discussed the ability of a satellite to read a newspaper over one's shoulder, the ability to track a person because his "I.D." is attached to a certain frequency, and the ability to monitor by computer.
I am a member of the Church of Christ. I attend the Southside congregation at 1655 W. Manchester, Los Angeles, CA, where the Minister is one of my cousins.
I am the mother of a 25-year-old daughter who was formerly in the officers training program of the United States Navy until spring, 1995 when she opted for early release.
I can provide numerous personal and business references who will certify my intelligence, integrity and sanity.
I cannot describe here the complete horror of this entire experience, because I cannot communicate the vicious hatred which these men convey to me through their speech and sound effects.
However, I have maintained a "diary" of many of the quotations from these men. Due to the lewd nature of the quotations, I am transmitting them by fax machine directly to Office of Engineering and Technology.
I request your investigation of these transmissions to me so that the persons responsible can be apprehended. I am desperate to again live my life enjoying the same peace and privacy which is assured to and common to all citizens of the United States of America.
Please respond as soon as possible. Thank you in advance for your courteous attention to this matter.
[INSERTED BELOW ARE SELECTED QUOTATIONS FROM THE "DIARY" MENTIONED ABOVE.]
"White people want you to close down your business."
"You're just a nigger."
"Think I'm God!"
"You're nothing but an animal. It doesn't matter what we do to you."
"We don't want you getting anything out of that life of yours."
"We want you to have nothing for your whole life."
"I don't like the person you are."
"We don't want you to be a Christian. We don't want you praying to God."
"Get out of there. Get out of that office."
"Think I'm the owner of your business."
"We think you're stupid anyway."
"I could just bust your head open."
"I want you listening to 'I am God!' 'til you lose your mind."
"You're the stupidest bitch in the world."
"Black women aren't allowed to have a business like yours, you ugly bitch."
"We don't want you getting up in the world."
"See, Miss Braziel, these cops have it in for you. We want you to close down that business."
"Prisons are full of set-up bitches like you. Those women turn 'em into dikes, and they die and go to hell."
"Chew on your cud, you ugly bitch."
"I'm thinking about just killing you."
"We don't even want you to know what your name is, Tannie."
"Amazon, if someone was telling me to close down my business, I'd be gone already."
"I want you to be a whore so bad."
"I want you standing on the street corner, whoring and calling me God."
"I want your God to worship me."
"I want you layin' up f---ing your God."
"Furhman ain't nothin' compared to what we've got goin' on. We've been killin' those niggers one by one."
"In this country, I am God."
"You're gonna die."
"I don't care what I do to you. You're just a nigger anyway."
"We're out here to ruin your life."
"I've made so much money of your vagina -- your hole."
"We want this nigger to do as she's told."
"A dog like you is nothin' but entertainment to us."
"We don't want a dog like you to ever benefit from that brain of yours."
"I killed your mother to drive you crazy."
"To me, colored people aren't human."
"A lot of cattlemen own a piece of you."
"White people own you."
"I've turned you into a whore."
"We don't want a nigger like you even eating."
"The police don't want you there."
"That position you're in is reserved for white people."
"Your rights have been taken away from you."
"I am the damn Lord."
"We're using you as an example."
"White people don't want your business to continue."
"I like to look up women's asses, and I want to keep doin' it."
"Women like you have been eliminated so many times."
"Why don't you become a cop and get set up to be murdered by cops themselves?"
"I've made so much money off your naked body."
"Ain't no black woman at the forefront of nothin'."
"You deserve it."
"What does your body mean?"
"I want you to think that what we're doin' is legal."
WHEN I VISIT BALLY'S HOLIDAY HEALTH SPA:
"You're not wanted here!"
"Get out of here!"
"We don't want you bathing. We want you to wake up tomorrow in the same condition you're in now."
"I have a right to look in on these women."
"Dogs like these deserve to be looked in on."
"These kind of women deserve to be spied on."
"These fat whores --."
When I visit a restroom, these men bounce their voices off the private parts of my body -- and off the tissue paper while I'm using it between my legs.
When I shower, these men scream at me through the flowing water, and bounce their voices off my body as I wipe it with a towel.
When a situation arises in which I'm looking for a lost item, or for directions to a location, or reading, or in any other inherently stressful situation, these men scream repetitively, "I AM GOD!" or "GET OUT OF HERE!" or they make lewd statements about me or my daughter, or my deceased mother; or they make any other statement which they apparently believe will debilitate my concentration -- or state of mind -- so that I will be able to hear only them, and think of only them.
These men ring tones in my ears, and flash small red and white lights
around me while demanding that I act or not act in various situations,
such as my purchases at a store, my meals, my baths, my work, and my telephone